24 October 2009

today was emm.. i feel sad, dissappointed.
After all. i need to surrender everything to God. If i don't surrender the things i'm struggling
it'll be difficult for me to go through this whole thingy. Father , i need you. even i felt sad and etc. Father i know i've made the right decision. i need time to cure my emotions. after all talk to Ace(PherdPherd) i felt even more better. I'm Not a strong person which don't drop my tears, i do feel weak at times.. i'm feeling Not right or what .. my tears just wanna roll down .

I need to grow on my spiritual walk with God, needed to be more mature by understanding more things . i need to do much more things. Father , i know you'll help me because you're always there to listen to me.

Another thing:
i felt so touch when almost everyone is helping me to find the MacDonald's Toa payoh sticker for me. wao.. i felt so love !

Thank God for the brothers & sisters in christ. ! wooo.
Abba Father, Ilovesyou !(:

just need time to cure (':